On the cardioresp run now, four more weeks to go before it's the holidays.... assuming I pass of course *ahem*.... though I'm wondering if I would rather repeat a year than stay back for summer to redo a run?? :S

Halfway through or so through my case history now. The only painful part would be having to look through the papers required to do a critical appraisal or what not. Ugh. I really dislike having to look up papers and what not. Will have to start on the stuff for the presentation soon too otherwise I'm going to die come end of the run.

Gotta study for signs and symptoms test this coming Friday and also for Haematology that is on Thurs. Sigh. I wonder how much Haem has stayed back in my brain since I last finished going through it once? Will have to run through it again.

And the results from Gen Med are back. I've passed the run with .... a pass?? But still, it's a YUS!!! (e just doesn't cut it as cool enough unfortunately). And potential distinction for my case presentation too. Lol!

Haven't seen Dr Epton yet. He was supposed to take us for our cardioresp mentoring session but is away. Sigh. Why can't he be away during the final osce? That would be much much preferable. Hopefully I get the other combo where I won't have to see him in the osce, hah.

While at the pharmacy today I kept itching wanting to use the bp monitor again. I'm still not too happy about my last two readings. Wtf man... my long case patient who just had an MI has a bp waaaay better than mine. People eating McD all the time have bp's that are better too. Perhaps I should have a try on my other arm or listen to my renal vessels? Suddenly I feel like I'm like one of those lollies Carina brings back from Levin where the packaging is great but contains only two instead of the three lollies it's supposed to. Appears ok, but slightly defective. Not that the two lollies are any less yummy though. Heh.

Shit, why am I even worried? I've got about 10+ years before I need to worry about it. Meh.

Today the girls next door had their raya celebration. Yummy. Hah, I got to have delish rendang and lots of other stuff! Nyah nyah nyah to the bola! :P